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Feat. Gakupo from Vocaloid.










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☆ last moment

Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 7:47 PM.

good... evening/night, peeps?

since today's the last day of 2008... i think it's necessary for me to write something here lurh?

in the beginning of this year, i thought it was... the end of the world =__=. seriously. things were really plain, boring, uninteresting, and time just flew by like nothing happened. when did i started to get this feeling...? since primary 6, i think. since 12, i noticed that things are going at a faster pace. when i was 11 and younger, i'm always thinking of growing up, growing up to an adult, do what i want, and meeting more people.

the first 'growing up stage' at 13 was fun, really fun. but when the fun ends, we get nothing, and this was what i was having in 2008. but the most grateful thing that happened was visual kei. i was glad that i discovered this visual and music genre, at least now, when i'm 14, when i'm young. after falling right in love with it, i felt a different feeling and atmosphere around my life, the accompany of the music brought me much comfort and enjoyable moments. others may not understand... but everyone has something important to them.

i can see the change in myself. and dont know from when, i started to become... an entertainer(laughs)? but at least, we laughed together, isn't it?
and this will be what it's gonna be, next year too.

besides the stressful moments from school... i think everything's quite fine?

and for next year!
☆baby fats on face go away!
☆whiter skin!
☆better 人缘!
☆get to know more people with the same interest!
☆get a (stupid-damn-hell-i'm-gonna-find-one) job!!!
☆buy... buy that ehh!!!! *__*
☆get hold of more alice nine./gazette stuff!!!
☆all discipline masters go away!!
☆more fun stuff in school!
☆no more dead class...
☆more cafe gatherings ^^v!!
☆and~~~ that~~ >___<
☆be kinder to mum
☆everything can be better.

of course there's more, but i dont feel like writing them out.
just for your info, i'm not looking forward to things in 'koe'.


[ Recklessly I was searching for something Back then it was as well okay to stumble
I know that I'm looking foolish I'm only running without having any regrets ]












No matter how many thousands of times, I've cried I'll always get over it
I can't act stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Now it's the last time, the last chance
Even if it fails, don't be scared
Being sad or depressed, Or having loved, there'll be a day
When you're cured

In those days when things don't go according to plan
The feeling of being deceived
It's like something being broken
The tears begin overflowing
It's impossible to be unaffected
It's impossible to show a frank face
If I'm always avoiding it
Thinking about it even now I won't stop

It's not finished It can't be finished
Nothing has even started
The answer hasn't been received, I can't give up
I haven't even felt the significance, meaning and happiness of my existence
Something anyone needs. I'm waiting for my tomorrow

Stepping over those crying over and over days, I'll become strong
I shouldn't pretend to be stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Being put down many thousands times, I'll always get over it
Your voice will arrive, right? No matter where
It will be heard immediately.