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☆Friday, October 30, 2009, 3:23 PM. 同样的地方，不同的心情，但心里 全是你。 想像她一样，可以全心全意地去爱人， 毫无理由地。 我会努力的。
☆ G's new songs, alice nine image spams, 11:42 AM.MOOD: HAPPYLISTENING TO: SETSUGEKKA(PREVIEW) - GACKT  G, YOU ARE, YOU ARE, SERIOUSLY.today, i'm spamming jrock and manga stuff =V=~ manga will be in a separated post~~~ tooooo much images x___x. i got a tag from huibing, and she uploaded the pictures! here's it:  nice time together ^__^~~ lady K!I SAW MY XXXXXXXXXX. TEEEHEEEEE. ALICE NINE.: they changed their blog layout! SAGA  FROM THE BOOK. HEEEHEEEEEEEEEE.SHOU  HIROTO  i dont like his short hair >__<~~ TORA  PURPLE~NAO  ROFL. recently, nao is going for shades. he loves them =__=v.Shou's camwhore!  conclusion:SHOU HAS A SMALL FACE+HANDS.   for some reason, his eyes are alway red :(. PONDORI. KAWAII. EFFFFF. the j fans will certainly drown in happinessto see all these in japan ;___;.  the two of them in specs!! xDDDDDDD. shou's hair! the rest of them looked short ._. THIS LADY IS, found this on a random site(i forgot),BUT SHE LOOKED TOTALLY LIKE AOI (although she's cosplaying Kanon xDDD) AND GACKT'S NEW SONGS!!! theme songs for Sengoku Musou 3 (Samurai Warriors 3) of the Nintendo Wii. Gackt - Zan Gackt - Setsugekka  Title: The End Of Silence Release on: 9/12/09 Setsugekka is beautiful. really, really beautiful. G's voice DEFINITELY IS SUITABLE FOR BALLAD SONGS. Labels: alice nine., Gackt, image spams, music, video, youtube ☆ SuG Life♥2Die FULL PV, PINK masquerade PV previewThursday, October 29, 2009, 8:45 PM.MOOD: HIGHLISTENING TO: LIFE♥2DIE - SuG PINK masquerade PV preview TOTALLY SHOCKED when i saw this. LOL. takeru as VAMPIRE. it's quite scary =__=... take-chan shld remain as a kawaii boy!!!!! and SHINPEI. FUIFUI.  takeru vampire is not kawaii :((~ Life♥2Die PV!!! DAMN, THESE GUYS. TO KAWAII. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥  TAKERU'S SHOCKED FACE. ♥♥♥ SHINPEI: ***POINTS AND FLASHES ULTIMATE SMILE***ME: *FAINTS*  CHIYU: CHEEZE xpppp~ YUJI ROCKER \m/ MASATO LOOKED SHY. FUIFUI. ROFL. ROFL. TAKERU. WTF TAKERU.WHY I LIKE SUG'S PV: these boys are seriouslt cute. when five of them are together, they tend to do stupid things:  CHIYU: ahhh~~ bull xOYUJI: moooooooo~~~~ WTF. ROFL.  NIAFFFFF. OSHARE BOYS RAWKS.  *SPINS* *SPINS*ROFL.  kyyaaa!! shinpei is violence!!! xDDDDDD.I LOVE SHINPEI'S HAIR.    one kawaii shot from takeru!these boys, i never get enough from them xDDDDDD. Labels: image spams, Life♥2Die, PINK Masquerade, SuG ☆ V-ROCK Festival 2009Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 9:09 PM.MOOD: ROCKLISTENING TO: -
and f*ck, they keep playing gaze's Flith In The Beauty live *drool* *EDIT* Alice Nine - Comment DID YOU SEE THIS. EUNFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. I MEAN HIROTO'S HAIR. BLONDE. BLONDE. BLONDE. The Beautiful Name LIVE Labels: alice nine., V-ROCK Festival 2009, video, visual kei, youtube ☆ I heard him., 3:22 PM.MOOD: can't explain in wordsLISTENING TO: Rain - Gackt  i must had shocked everyone with my non-stopping crying this morning. if you had read my blog, you should be well awared of it. if you're interested, keep reading this post. if you think that i'm stupid after reading this post, think again.cause i felt blessed. he, being here, was already enough to suffocate me. this morning was special. you cant imagine how i felt when i saw hasurong's message about G's departure. 8:20 am. today is a tuesday. i have school. i didnt think about going. not until when i cant control myself and messaged a friend "...他今天要走了" . for the past 2 days, i havent touch any G stuff. not even his songs. but after that message, i realised that i cant just simply let things go like that. in school, i tried calling Rong. after countless of calls, i realised that i was constantly hanged. "Oh shit." was the first thought that came into my mind. the only reason why she didnt pick up.... i tried calling Viq. she picked up. the first question was "Are you at the airport?", and she replied yes. when i asked "Did you see him?" and she gave me the same answer, my breath stopped. she hanged up. i didnt blame her. if it was me, i doubt i can talk to anyone. and crap, i just started crying. after the long hours hunt, getting muscle cramps that hurt so much that i cant even walked properly, being paranoid about the whole matter for the past few days... this is all i get? my legs went jelly, and i sat on the ground. later, i found out that i may look like some kind of idiot, so i stood up again. the tears stopped. but when i talked to him(friend) again, the tears just came rushing out again... i dont understand why i cried. but i just cried. when i was thinking that "This is hell. Everything's ending. He's gone.", i received a call from Rong. she was definitely shocked to hear that i cried. my nose was blocked and i cant talk properly.... she told me that yeah, they saw G. he shook hand with every of them, and signed his autograph with THEIR NAMES(To WHOWHOWHO). he was okay with even photos, but the staff said no. (so... it was not his fault that our gifts are rejected, but you cant hate his staff too.) just when G was about to leave, Rong asked if he could speak to me... "Gackt-san, can you speak to her? she could not make it today..." ?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! later, she told me that he paused, and said "yes." i guess she didnt expect that he'll agree tooo!!!!!!!!!!!! but things was to sudden, i was still in crying mode and my NOSE IS BLOCKED, BADLY. i heard a deep, low voice, "Hello?" well, in crying mode, i mumbled, ".... Hello...?" in a rush, he said "Love you"(i didnt really hear it. i only heard 2 words[extremely faint]. i could only confirmed that he said this after Rong told me that this was what everyone heard and they squeeeeee), and the phone was passed back to Rong. ...... HIS VOICE. HIS VOICE. you know the song "No Reason"? it sounded exactly like that. Deep. his voice kept echoing in my head. just 2 sentences. just 3 words. just a "Love you" to a fan. to one that was out of his millions, on a tuesday morning. he would probably forget it as soon as he reached japan, but, "Love you." i cried so much after that. so much that my eyes were red-shot. my classmates were shocked too, i've never cried like this in public(i think they thought that i dont have any tear glands). i had to gasp for air. his voice was, low, deep, sexy. it has some kind of.... magic? you get attracted to it so much just by hearing it once. i had never met him, never see him in flesh, but i heard his voice on my sony ericsson phone... manaasagi's words struck me(the post in lj). she said to me that "out of so many words, he could only think of 2, LOVE YOU!" . why didnt i think of this....?!! *tears of joy* and when i read Belle's report... which she said Gackt took the phone and I still melt at the image of his smile in my mind. "Hi." I had to bite my lip from squealing. "Hi," he said into the phone again. "Love you." I DIDNT KNOW ALL THESE HAPPENED. THANKS FOR WRITING IT OUT BELLE. thanks for the smile, even though i couldnt see; thanks for the words, all that i heard. before listening to Jrock, i think fandom is stupid. i really think that. but now, others will see me as a.... crazy or mentally-retarded person. whatever. in a concert, he may say "I Love You" to all his fans.... but just now, HE DIRECTED IT TO ME, ON THE PHONE. WUHOOOOOOO. i am so worried that i would forget that voice. it echoed in my mind... he promised that he'll be back. he promised. and the reason, he did not mentioned. even though i did not see him, i heard him, on the very last day, at the very last second. the "body" cried, but i believe my "heart" did too. next time, when i could hear his voice again, i promise that it'd be the "heart" doing the job. Matteruyo. Labels: Gackt ☆Monday, October 26, 2009, 9:33 PM. 很奇怪的感觉。看完我的豪门爱人后，心里五味杂陈。 它让我又想在次动笔，完成当时未完成的故事... 我只是，想把感动带给别人。 还有，最近我很奇怪的想法哦。 好久没有的感觉，不只是好是坏。 难道会像她说的，我的心还在‘那里’？ 但我只希望，这种感觉完全是个错觉。 我不希望，在这平静的日子里，我任何事来打扰自己。 ☆ 你的笑只是 你穿的保护色, 3:23 PM.MOOD: HIGH.LISTENING TO: Let It All Out - Miho Fukuhara  i think whoever up there*points to the sky* wants to punish me =.=(whatever god you believe in...)alright, it had been sometime since i last posted about my daily life(but is there anyone who reads it??), so this was how i spent my weekend: on saturday morning, i was woke up by mum right in the morning. hmm. apparently, she wants me to go jogging =A=. but having return home at 11:45pm the day before and my muscle cramps had not recovered, no way in hell(or the world) can i GO FOR THAT BLOODY JOGGING. she showed me that "I''m unhappy -.-" face and left, so i just went back to sleep. i bet she was scolding me in her heart to the extent that i cant sleep(an assumption). so i woke up, used kor's laptop chiong-ing manga and animes. at around 1pm, i slept. i was awaken by my mum, but i ignored her and slept again. then she came to wake me up again, and i ignored her and slept again. then again. FINALLY, i was told to wake up at 6pm =.=. too lazy to eat/do chinese compo. so, yeah. when Jo and Cindy was mugging hard in Suntec, i was sleeping... all day =___=;;;. Sunday: I'M SUCH A GOOD KID. I AM ONE. i woke up at 6:40am to fufill my promise. I WENT STADIUM FOR JOGGING AGAIN. WUHOOOO. there was so many people that i'm so embarrassed by my slow speed(not really that slow). i guess running just make me weak. i could only managed 3 rounds of brisk walk and 3 rounds of running =.=. running... makes me weak(if you compared to the 9 rounds the previous time). another thing: MUMMY IS SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. NFFFNFFF. SHE WANTS ME TO RUN AND GROW FAT SO MUCH. at home. vexed. irritated. upset. so i went to the library to complete my composition =o=. it helps, ya know. cause in the library... it's all books. BOOKS, mind you. what the Fhell can you do there besides studying ==? AND HELL'YA, BECOS I WENT OUT, I FOUND HIM:   YES. THE ULTRA BIG BANAO THAT I HAD BEEN SEARCHING FOR(and even told sis to find him in japan). WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. P.S: it's exactly the same as my small one =__=. even the 2 faces. i cant help but to camwhore with him -.-.    i think the 4th one is funny, lol. ME: KYAAAAAA≥⌂≤, BANAO, TASUKETE KURE. BANAO: *shows his stupid face and cant talk* ROFL. sorry, i need immediate treatments. if you noticed, i kinda changed my style of blogging -.-. this is the shock i got from my english papers. i swear that i'll blog in proper english from now on. wait, that doesnt mean that i dont speak proper english. you know, singaporean english and all those shit, i hate them -.-.
FYI, many know that i no longer listen to chinese songs, but i couldnt help it this morning cos listening to him just hurts. ever since last year, i didnt really wrote any musshhhhy stuff here, but today, i couldnt help it. well, i just happened to hear this song today. i didnt like listening to chinese/english songs cause i understand the language and the meaning of the song very much, and it will cause me to think about unnecessary stuff. but after talking to Viq on saturday night, our conversation came running in my mind when i listened to this song. it was... something close to what i told her, and something close to what she commented. then only i noticed that what i told her was what is really happening, just that i always neglected my own feelings cause i was carried away by the life that i was living. "To laugh 'cause everyone elses is laughing too", is that it? nah, the laguhters are true, they came from the heart. am i imagining things, but the song is talking to me(puffffffff). i guess no one will understand what i'm talking about. that moment, i had a strong urge to call Viq. i wonder what she'll say when i told her abou this song. i think i relied on her a bit too much. but i know, she cant tell me the answer, nor do myself. Labels: lyrics, music, random, video, youtube ☆Saturday, October 24, 2009, 8:15 AM. so... i believed that everything ended?all of our hardwork. i'm having such a complicated feeling here. it's vexation, it's disappointment. thinking back, it was my own fault who choose not to go... but what will happen if i go? will anything changed? i cant... write out what i'm feeling now -.-. something is changing, in a bad way. if you had compared it to a9... such things dont happen. standing a distance away. it's back to square one again. i shall keep all that i 'saw' as a secret. not posting, not reviewing. just keeping. hope that my eyes wont swell anymore. ☆ G huntWednesday, October 21, 2009, 8:55 PM. today was the most chaotic day in my life.yea, I WENT G HUNTING. i couldnt sleep in the morning and woke up at 5am and started to finish my manga drawing =.=. at 7.30am, i went to tampines stadium and ran 9 ROUNDS, thx to my doctor... he adviced that i am too slim and need some exercise to gain weight =__=. after running, i went to meet the G fans at orchad. and walked the whole town centre until 4pm+. ... ... you think i wont be fcuking tired after this?! and my enthu-energy was used up by 1pm+ =.=. i started to became quiet cos i was so lazy and tired to talk. but my spirits was lifted up when we received the news. thanks to that... in the bus, i felt that my legs were gonna break. my eyes were very swollen. it's emotional and physical stress. you may think that i sounded exaggerated, but you can try running and then spending your day like this after final year exams. hellofatime. but, thanks to 'sister', LOL. pulled my spirits back. but ahhhhh, i think it's rather difficult without my 'battery chargers', as in yeah, friends in school. i can only be enthu when they're ard :/. without them, i'm like an empty battery... i'll try my best to keep my spirits up on friday *___*!  THE DEARS.only one from this group is a guy... and he's HOT. ROFL.  I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THISI WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS I WANT THIS my eyes are really swollen that i cant open them... ;_; oyasumi... Labels: Gackt ☆Monday, October 19, 2009, 4:07 PM.IM READING TSUBASA CHRONRICLES.FYE IS DYING. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, THIS MANGA IS *SNIFFFSNIFFFF* T________________T. I'M GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! ☆ [Before I Decay] album lyricsSunday, October 18, 2009, 9:10 AM.okay, lyrics!!credits: http://community.livejournal.com/gazette_lyrics/ BEFORE I DECAY (italic words is sang in Japanese) This is the same as a game not having an end Push the guys with incompetent mouths down with reality Waste the ignorance that sets up arguments that achieve nothing Before I Decay Please abandon instinct I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle It was a mistake to have entrusted you I die at abnormal speed This is the same as a maze not having an end The unchangeable mentality of people Only the rumor is splendid Disappear with a sexual You sold even us to protect oneself You are powerless than anyone Watch me… So I can repeat it, should I laugh again? So I can repeat it again... I cannot laugh Before I Decay Please abandon instinct I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle It was a mistake to have entrusted you It was a mistake… gosh, the japanese part is... powerful, with the english lyrics(although Ruki said that "There's a lot to translate"... but we understand english[lauhg].). i could finally understand the song with the full translation O____O. since Ruki said that he "writes lyrics with the things that happened around him", this song must be reflecting on how Ruki was betrayed by a friend in the past ._. . Mayakashi Mayakashi(Deception) Sometimes I'm so hollow that my skin gets torn My throat feels rough I am opening my eyes and take in that glamour so that I can slowly break apart My doubts should have been untied ... This dreariness that doesn't want to ask any questions I am only embracing meaninglessness The cherry blossoms that have forgotten their color are dancing They are not yet changing smoothly It is not like I wanted anything so that I can forget Because I knew of the betrayal You made me stare at it until I slept At this deep lie I am only playing the helpless Conceit is turning around I couldn't even see the reaching hand The kisses were made in deception and the wounds were forgiven When I noticed it, again there was no one here ... In the downpouring tranquility I am not hoping for answers or the like When this momentary escape ends I will pretend to now know anything Only by laughing the blurred distance is Too sad At the times I stand in your way this narrow distance is Too gentle and cold Like the petals that are changing their color If the time comes, please remember Like the withering falling petals Even if the time comes, please don't forget i only noticed it now, but it seens that the whole ablum revolves around the theme "Decption/betrayal". i almost cried when i see the lyrics ;_;. this reminds me of Kare Uta, the melody and lyrics. i really love the songs that Ruki wrote. from this album, you can see how [Deception] is presented from different aspects/point of view. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3. Labels: Before I Decay, lyrics, music, the gazette, youtube ☆ GAZE UPDATE: PV, live report, lives, interviews.Friday, October 16, 2009, 8:12 PM. okay, a lot of things to update :D!!!compiling all BID stuff here v=__=v. #1: Before I Decay PV WUHOOOOOOOOO. HOT. REWATCH THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN FOR DAYS. Ruki's clothes is bling-bling *____*~~~ and i simply LOVE the headbanging part. ♥♥♥. #2: 10/10/09 HMV Utaten comment by Ruki (subbed) 1. "I think it's one of our best works." d(*___*)b. 2. "There's more english part than japanese. Right?" LOL at the 'Right?' ♥__♥... #3 the GazettE TOUR 2009 –DIM SCENE- TOUR FINALE (September 5th) at Saitama Super Arena - Live Report from Music Japan+ click HERE for full report. Set list: 「剥離」 / 「Hakuri」 1. THE INVISIBLE WALL 2. LEECH 3. Hyena 4. DISTRESS AND COMA 5. 白き優鬱 / Shiroki Yutsu 「エリカ」 / 「Erica」 6. 13STAIRS[-]1 7. HEADACHE MAN 8. WITHOUT A TRACE 「感触」 / 「Kanshoku」 9. 泣ヶ原 / Nakigahara 「子宮」 / 「Shikyu」 10.紅蓮 / Guren SMC 11. A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN 12. COCKROACH 13. IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS 14. Filth in the beauty 15. OGRE 16. DISCHARGE 17. DIM SCENE 「朦朧」 / 「Mourou」 ENCORE EN1. Ride with the ROCKERS EN2. Ruder EN3. THE $OCIAL RIOT MACHINE$ EN4. 貴女ノ為ノ此ノ命。 / Anata no Tame no Ko no Inochi。 EN5. 関東土下座組合 / Kanto Dogeza Kumiai EN6. LINDA～candydive pinky heaven～ W ENCORE WEN未成年 / Miseinen ..... I WANT TO LISTEN TO THE INVISIBLE WALL, IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS, A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN, SHIROKI YUUTSU LIVE. ROARR *A*. holy, cant wait for the DVD... #4: FM802 - Answering Machine REDNIQS Corner (Kai x Reita, 13/7/09) READ HERE: http://hikarimoro.livejournal.com/17084.html cant repost, so it's good that you are a member of gazette_media :D~~~ Gundam xDD! #5: BEFORE I DECAY LIVE (11.10.09) OKAY, THE "THIS IZ FUCKIN HOT" THING xDDD. 1. OMG, AOI'S AND KAI'S HAIR♥♥. half of kai's hair is almost gone(tied) xDD. it must be painful to tie that hair! :(. 2. AOJDIHFHGIAHG URU'S HAIR/RUKI = ♥♥♥♥♥. 3. yes! no vocal playback (/--)/~~~ 4. RUKI LOOKED AS IF HE HAD VERY LONG LEGS 8D. 5. AHHHHHHH ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. 6. RUKI CLOSE UP *FAINTS* 7. ruki-chan's hair is messy after the headbang xDDD ♥♥♥♥♥. I CAN RE-WATCH AND RE-WATCH THIS. energy recharged v=_=v.  you know, at this part, i saw Aoi went "Ppppffffffff."it's when Kai said "Before i Decay"... i think there's something wrong with his pronunciation xDD. bad Aoi.  ♥♥♥♥♥♥.love the first sentence.  "Long legs" :D. *close up* ROCKER m+__+m  messy but HAWT.#6: Mainichi.jp comment 1. 0:50 : Ruki: pffff*laugh silently* / Reita: *nudge* 2. AHHHHH, ALL OF THEM LAUGHED TOGETHER. how long was it since this happened O___o??(i mean in an interview) 3. Ruki: *holds his laugh*. *covers mouth*. *holding very hard*. "Haha!"*cant hold any longer near the end*. ---> LOL. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 4. comments said that they laughed at Kai because he mispronunced "Makuhari Messe Hall". # 7 Neo Genesis vol. 40 translation. Part 1: http://kiniro-ageha.livejournal.com/13835.html Part 2: http://kiniro-ageha.livejournal.com/14320.html Reita [Well, it couldn’t be helped. The first day, when I had that finger bandaged, it would get all messed up. (laughs)] #7: images spams!!!!!!!!!! all scans taken from gazette_daily. re-edited and resized.  LOVE THE COVER PAGE ♥. PUUUFFFFFFFFF *nosebleed splash* HOT RIGHT?!?!??! *Aoi's seducing pose* AOI+GUITAR+MESSY HAIR+CHEST = ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ shaved!!!!!!! NICE ONE. GUITARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.   LOOOOOOOOOOOVEEE THISSSS♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥  GIMME THT GLOOOOOVES ♥♥♥. i think this hair is btr than the one onthe official members' profiles page!  *immediate oxygen tent treatment required* YOU NEED MORE CHANGE, REITA.I WANT TO SEE THAT, badly~~  KAI'S SUCCESSFUL TRANSFORMATION.from angry frowns, Kai is now a Bishie ♥. puuffffff, that's all for tonight :D. gonna work on a new blogskin soon! Oyasumi☆. Labels: Before I Decay, image spams, live, the gazette, video, youtube |
