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☆ looking back

Thursday, December 31, 2009, 10:13 PM.

MOOD: HUNGRY
LISTENING TO: -


just about 2 more hours till 2010!

it seems that when you grow older, time flies faster(laugh).
2009 just pass... like a breeze.

at least, it was more interesting than 2008.
i got a bunch of new clothes and learnt how to apply make up. i became more obsessed with Visual Kei. my sister married. we had a stupid haunted house which sent everyone laughing/screaming(?) and won 3rd. i went through the torture of being a sec 3 student. i visited the hairdresser a lot this year. i had my last SYF and won a silver award; we even went to Manpuku to celebrate. it was my first time to be late in returning to my primary school and only met 2 teachers. i took my first O level paper as well as oral which freaked the hell out of me. i took my EOYs in the hall which was fregging cold and it freaked everyone out(lol). i bought even more jrock magazines. Miyavi had a baby girl. Jasmine You passed away. Gackt-san came to Singapore and he said "Love you" over the phone *evil laugh*. i met a bunch of cute Gackt fans and we became good friends. i ate ice cream creep. i cut bangs for the first time in my life. i was approached by modelling agency for 3 times in 3 months this year and it had never happened. i went to my first AFA and it was seriously great, a bunch of hotties and pretty girls cosplaying everywhere. we had an absurd class gathering which was super random. i spoiled my phone for the first time and it didnt return to me even after 3 weeks(LAUGH). we had several big fights and quarrel at home. i found out that my Dad and Mum is old. i spent my holiday reading manga and novels(and cried hard while reading) as if there was no tomorrow. gazette held the best live this year. i am still single. i found myself laughing, smiling and joking more than any of the years i did in secondary school.

hope that next year is a year with less sad moments.
hope that next year is a year with less quarrels and fights.
hope that next year is a year with less sad moments.

hope that next year is a year with more happiness.
hope that next year is a year with more happy moments in the family.
hope that next year is a year with more A2s in my grades(laugh).

good grades and happiness in the family is all that i want in 2010.
cheers.

ミカ/xf.

☆ Silent Night, Yuki no Hana

Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 1:18 PM.

MOOD: TEAR-JERKING
LISTENING TO: 对不起,我爱你


more Gackt!
a video of Gackt singing Silent Night and Yuki no Hana.
apparently, Silent Night is a song for Christmas, and Yuki no Hana is originally sang by Mika Nakashima. the chinese version of this song is none other than 对不起,我爱你 by 蔡淳佳!

Cool! Gackt singing other artist's song *-*~




god... the song is tooooooooooooooo beautiful. i loved the chinese version, and now, GACKT JAP VERSION. i ripped this into mp3 file already -w- v. when i listen to Gackt's voice singing this song while looking at the lyrics, I TEARED.
GACKT. YOU'RE THE BEST T_____________T....

Our shadows stretch out on the pavement
As I walk in the twilight with you
If we could be together like this forever
Holding hands
It's almost enough to make me cry

The wind grows colder
I can smell winter
Soon the season will come to this town
When I can get close to you

This moment
When the two of us cuddle up
To gaze at the first snow flower of the year
Is overflowing with happiness

It's not dependence or weakness
I just love you
I thought so with all my heart

I feel like when I'm with you
I can overcome anything
I pray that these days
Will continue forever

The wind rattled the window
The night shakes you awake
I will change any sorrow
Into a smile

The snow flowers fell
Outside the window
Unceasing
And colored our town
I realized that love means
Wanting to do something
For someone else

If I should lose you
I'll become a star and shine on you
I'll be with you even on nights
When your smile is wet with tears

This moment
When the two of us cuddle up
To gaze at the first snow flower of the year
Is overflowing with happiness

It's not dependence or weakness
I just want to be like this
With you forever
I can honestly think that now

The pure white snow flowers
Bury this town
Softly drawing memories in our hearts
Together forever with you...


here's... the chinese version! it's nice too, and beautiful.



你空出一双手
穿过黑夜握住我
两个人的手心里有一整片宽阔的天空
谁都没有开口
星星也忘了闪烁
有你陪着我就可以走到天涯的尽头

那时侯,还记得那时侯
从手心传过来的温柔
如果说只能活这一天
曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远

梦见的两个人
在银白色的街头
留下的脚印还一直在我的心里往前走
从爱的第一秒
直到最后一分钟
我对我们之间没有任何后悔的理由

那时侯,还记得那时侯
从手心传过来的温柔
如果说只能活这一天
曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远
走过的路流过的泪被落叶淹没
是你的温柔让我的心重新活过来
就算相爱的人无论如何正式要离开
别问未来怎么办
我只需要等待

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜

回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节
爱在心里所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻
把最后的合照摆在窗前
想象着你也需要我一样
就在倒数在整个世界
等着对我说好的永远

T____T~~




*edit*
Karasu - Lastica PV


the song is good~ but i still think that Tatsuro is scary(laugh). Hiroto is cute, and Mizuki from Sadie is hot too *.*

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☆ Gackt Cooking pollo alla cacciatora in Chubaw

, 12:21 PM.

MOOD: HILARIOUS
LISTENING TO: YUKI NO HANA - GACKT VER.


Gackt Cooking pollo alla cacciatora in Chubaw...

part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5ZAbnhqS0U

i'm requesting and checking if there's a subbed version online in Dears Community :D. i doubt there's one, but this is just super hilarious... i wanna understand what they're saying~


ROFL. they were talking about television..

*gulps hard* ♥_♥


ROFLLLLLLLLLL when the old man pushes him.

embarrassed smile xDD.

it's like a "PFFFFFF" xDD.

VOCAL ONLY LIVE. WUHOOO ♥_♥



this man is.... ♥. he keeps flashing his ultra smile.


*EDIT*
i made icons~ ROFL. i think they're quite good O__~
gackt gackt gackt
34 in total HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE.
i think the first one is funny... rofl.

and sreencaps~
54 in total HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE HERE.


maybe i should move to livejournal. lol.

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☆ 「A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION」

Saturday, December 26, 2009, 2:24 PM.

MOOD: FANGIRL
LISTENING TO: ARRITAKE NO AI DE - GACKT

lol at the icon.

i brought you goodies! to whoever is viewing :D.
credits from gazette_media
images first!

*T/N: image heavy post.




ADDSUAFWIAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RUKI in SUIT, RUKI IN SUIT!!!!! ♥♥♥

kyyaa~~~~ ♥v♥

LOL, Reita in white O___O, and arm-length blazer xDDD.

The End of Stillness sounded so cool o___o.

ahhh, ahh, this is loved ♥.


he changed to white! xDDD


SETLIST:

01. ザクロ型の憂鬱 (Zakurokata no yuuutsu)
02. 赫い鼓動 (Akai kodou)
03. BEFORE I DECAY
04. Crucify Sorrow
05. Filth in the beauty
06. CIRCLE OF SWINDLER
07. 瞞し (Mayakashi)
08. ガンジスに紅い薔薇 (Ganges ni akai bara)
09. 7月8日 (Shichigatsu no youka)
10. 虚無の終わり 箱詰めの黙示 (Kyomu no owari hakozume no mokushi)
11. 体温 (Taion)
12. AGONY
13. HEADACHE MAN
14. COCKROACH
15. Discharge

ENCORE I:

01. Ride with the ROCKERS
02. 赤いワンピース (Akai One Piece)
03. 十四歳のナイフ (Juuyonsai no knife)
04. THE $OCIAL RIOT MACHINE$
05. 関東土下座組合 (Kantou dogeza kumiai)
06. LINDA ~candydive Pinky heaven~

ENCORE II:
01. Cassis



GULP. when i looked at this, i went WTF?! BEFORE I DECAY Crucify Sorrow Mayakashi Shichigatsu no youka Kyomu no owari hakozume no mokushi Taion HEADACHE MAN Cassis......... !!??!!!!!!!!??????????!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!??????
HOW GOOD CAN THIS BE?!?!?!?!?!?!? OLD AND NEW SONGS. ohmygod. too bad that they didnt include The Invisible Wall and Distress & Coma.

T_T. gazette white princes. fuifui.


i wanted to make a header, but i ended up...

making something too spooky, lol. the lyics are from Nakigahara, first two lines says "One can get depressed by watching the beauty of decay with both eyes One can laugh thinking that it's just loneliness". the third and fourth says "There is I who wanted you There is I who lost you". and the last spooky line is... "There is you who killed me"...
ROFL. too spooky for my new skin. urghh.


*EDIT*
MORE!!
images from the live's pamphlet. credits to gazette_daily!


URUHA. CURL EXTENSIONS!!

KYYYAAAAAAAAAAAa ♥♥

i love this kind of photos~~

OXYGEN TANK, COME HERE.
THIS IZ SEMXY.
he looked uber hot with short hair too ♥__♥, but
for uru-chan, longer hair is always better! xD

kkyyaaaa~~~

LOVE THIS.
HE'D MAKE SUCH A GREAT MODEL.

for this photo shoot, Uruha's is surprisingly, my favourite -w-.

FUIFUI.
FUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFU x3333.

i dont really like Kai's one :/.

REITA! my favourite one for Reita's.
he looked super MAN here *-v-*.




AOI~~

such a tease -v-.

kyyaa~

ruki! i dont really like the makeup ~.~.

Ruki's standard pose.



i think he'd look better if the red part is replaced
by something else.

FUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFU.

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☆ 《清宫绝恋之醉清风》

Friday, December 25, 2009, 12:41 PM.

沉默的当儿,心里却五味陈杂。
《清宫绝恋之醉清风》虽无战撼人心或海誓山盟的爱情故事,但却让人意犹未尽。
细水长流的一段爱,让人不禁一点一点地回味着。

卓雅,博恒,纪昀——如同许多爱情故事一样,两男一女的三角恋,即使生生死死,纠缠不清。
一个是年少清纯的落民格格;一个是大清朝有名的才子;一个是意气风发的俊才。
一开始时,还以为纪昀只是个生命中的过路人,没想到却是守候天使。
刚开始对他没什么感觉,也对卓雅和博恒的不论之恋毫不在乎,但读着读着,却被卓雅和纪昀那简单的幸福给感动。
原来,爱还是那么的简单。

两个古代名人,一个虚拟的女子,却可以擦出这般的火花。再想想纪昀记晓岚的对联,真是让人为之一笑。

如果你爱阅读,也爱古代那细水长流的爱情,大力推荐《清宫绝恋之醉清风》。







*EDIT*
my gaze special angles download finished today. and this... is the first one i watch, and i wanna share it here.



i'm... so impressed that i dont know what to say. really.

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☆ DIM SCENE comments

Thursday, December 24, 2009, 1:29 PM.

MOOD: OBSESSED
LISTENING TO: HEADAHCE MAN - THE GAZETTE


HAVE YOU WATCHED DIM SCENE FINAL TOUR 2009?

gah, how stupid of me to ask. OF COURSE YOU DID. how could you not?
i only finished watching it today, since my download only completed on 21st.

geez, what can i say about them? they good. HELL GOOD. DROPDEAD GOODY. they just get better and better. i think there's no visual kei band in this world that can replace them. WOHOOOOO. there's no reason why a jrock lover will hate them. if you do, you're not a human!! you're not a jrock lover!! you dont deserve to listen to jrock!!!
my head is still shaking and swaying with thrill.






yes. as you can see, the 2 images up there are the cover for them DVD(limited and regular). if you aren't a gazette fan, you'll probably go "WTF? that two, ugly picture? it looked like some kind of rough drawing from nowhere!". and the background made it look even dirtier(laugh). pardon me. there had been a lot of rants among the internet/fansites commenting on the covers. ugly, some said. i absolutely had no idea why Ruki used these as the covers. by now you should know that the tour goods, especially the T-shirts, are designed by our very talent vocalist - Ruki-sama =v= *claps hands*~~ so those are definitely his drawings.

ya know, gazette's singles/album/dvd covers always made me... wonder. some how, i think due to the fact that i'm too young at this point of time(laugh), i can't really understand Ruki's thought. gaaaah. worst is that i can't understand the lyrics of his songs unless i have the lyrics, and that made me determined to learn japanese as soon as i enter poly. puuffff. the only covers that i like very much are Before I Decay, Guren -Optical Impression- and Distress & Coma. Decomposition Beauty's one just sent me... lol. and now, DIM Scene. a terribly thin lady with a hard frown, troubled and frantic. her frown was so hard that you can see the fear in her eyes. that's a good point in the cover. it was very... well-drawn.

wow. i wrote too much about the cover. back to the live. the stage was very different this round. remember the big banner which wrote "the GazettE" that you'd never fail to see in every gazette live? my point is that, this time, it's gone! i really, really like the televisions that you see as the stage's background in the song The Invisible Wall. those televisions... created a very "DIM SCENE" kind-of-feel atmosphere. mysterious and wondrous.


Disc 1

1. Hakuri
2. The Invisible Wall
3. Leech
4. Hyena
5. Distress and Coma
6. Shiroki Yuutsu
7. Erika
8. 13Stairs[-]1
9. Headache Man
10. Without a Trace
11. Nakigahara
12. Shikyuu
13. A Moth Under The Skin
14. Cockroach
15. In The Middle Of Chaos
16. Filth In The Beauty
17. Ogre
18. Discharge
19. DIM SCENE
20. Morou

Disc 2

1. Ride With The Rockers
2. Ruder
3. The $ocial Riot Machine$
4. Anata no Tame ni Kono Inochi
5. Kantou Dougeza Kumiai
6. Linda ~ Candy Dive Pinky Heaven ~
7. Miseinen

Bonus disc (Limited Edition version)

Multiangle

1. Hyena
2. Headache Man


and as for the track list, there's nothing to complain about. pure, pure, LOVE. the only contradicting thing is that they put all the new songs in the first disc, and all the old ones in the second. the first disc was piled with 3/4 of DIM's songs. wow. you cant imagine how the fans felt when they get to listen to all the new songs' live in one shot...

and ya know, this is the craziest gazette live.
yeah, it gets crazier and crazier everytime, but, jesus! it made me wanna head bang with them!!!!!

Ruki. he impressed me in Headache Man's live. GOD. LOOK AT HOW THE HELL HE HEAD BANGED. his WHOLE BODY was 'headbanging' @___@. he looked as if he was electrocuted *thumbs up for Ruki*. Headache Man is probably the best live song among gazette's song! everything was so crazy. just looooooooooook at it.


the members are fucking wild here. look at how hard Ruki, Reita and Aoi is headbanging. Aoi is sooooo wild~ ♥♥♥♥. and even after that god-it's-gonna-hurt-so-much headbang, Ruki's hair still looked good! ROFL.
YOU HEARD HIS LAUGH? YOU HEAR HIS LAUGH AT THE END OF THE SONG? ohmygod I FUCKING LOVE THAT LAUGH SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! DIDNT KNOW THAT RUKI IS GOOD AT THIS. he SHOULD HAVE include this in his songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAUGH MORE, RUKI!
such a evil, devilish laughter!!

i want to try Ruki's eye makeup. i wonder if i can succeed!

Uruha. i had been saying 'wild' many times in this post, but actually the wildest person in the band is him, in my point of view(laugh). he was like a beast to me~~~ xDDDD. just watch him. watch how he goes wild, WILD. and when i heard that he cut his hair months ago, i didnt realise that it was so short! it was at his shoulder, but when you look at it from the front, it looked exactly like his old hair! what a good hairdresser they have.

Aoi~ Aoi-chan ~_~ ~~~~ i stared at him almost till the end. i was searching for him in the vids
♥_♥ *blush*. it's kinda splendid as he used to be the one that i like the least(lol) in the band. he really made my day. besides his sexy, revealing chest, you can see him making silly faces and silly smiles throughout the live. there was a moment when the camera captured his face, he was smiling and staring at the crowd, with an expression like a father. it warmed my heart. but i cant help to laugh when he shook and swayed his body in a silly manner(dancing?) xDDD.

Reita. it's fun to see how he headbang. LOL. his hair does even more an inch, only his fringe sway a bit. somehow, it was... funny xDDDD. reita with charisma~~ so much charisma ♥____♥.

Kai. when he headbanged with that hairstyle, it's really splendid. his hair flip and flop in the air~~ wuuhooooo xDDDDD. Kai's my favourite drummer. the way he drums are captivating. and the way he holds his drum sticks are special and different too('cause he holds the tip end), making his drumming seems free and powerful.

it's probably the first time for gazette to have a live with almost all their new songs from one album, so the feeling was really different :).
as for the bonus dvd, it consist of Hyena and Headache Man, in which each songs have 5 individual angles for each individual members. yeah, the whole song! lol. you can try to youtube them :). it's up there(as long as it's not yet removed...).

this is so great. i can watch it all over and over again~~

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