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☆ the GazettE - Cassis

Friday, October 31, 2008, 9:31 PM.

these days, i fall for cassis...



1. and ohmygod, i didnt know that ruki played e.guitar here larh .___.(but i know ruki knows how to play e.guitar ehhh!!) . okay, i'm a slow, SLOW gazefan ;___;. arhhh, it is just that i didnt check out all their pv larh.
2. anyways, he looked kinda stone playing while singing... (laughs)

3. somehow, i think that this pv is kind of different from the ones i've seen... somehow, a word pop out from my mind... hmm, 'clean'. i'm not trying to insult, but words like 'clean', 'clear' appeared in my head. pasrtly, maybe becos of their plain make-up where their good, white, smooth skins are revealed, and maybe becos of the place that they are shooting... for the first time, it's outdoor under the warm light.


[Ah...] Over and over, repeatedly, I always caused you grief
[Ah...] I must have hurt you badly; I find myself unable to move
[Ah...] Is that the reason why it's so painful for me to touch you?
Surely, it must be because I'm afraid if history repeats itself, I will lose you completely

Nestled close to each other, that matter was wiped away, those days forgotten completely
You unquestioningly held my hand

Even if tomorrow your feelings for me were to grow distant, without fail my feelings of love for you will never change
Even if tomorrow you can no longer see me, without fail my feelings of love for you will never change
I will walk together, the future not promised [to yet]
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

Even with these painful circumstances, please forget your feelings of despair
Whenever I count the nights we don't meet, my yearning for you grows in my chest
Despite your increasing loneliness, please don't cry all by yourself
No matter how far apart we may be, we should always keep on believing in each other - together


I want us to somehow keep on smiling like this; I don’t want to hurt you anymore
With the passage of time, these feelings began to finally fade, so I don’t want to experience them again
Even if tomorrow your feelings for me were to grow distant, without fail my feelings of love for you will never change
Even if tomorrow you can no longer see me, without fail my feelings of love for you will never change

Please… Fix your eyes only on me; Please… don’t let go of my hand

I will walk together, the future not promised [to yet]
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you... are...


translation from:
gazette lyrics


4. that's so much to feel for.

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live version...



1. ... i can't discribe it... but, it's so touching.

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Thursday, October 30, 2008, 6:58 PM.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

i'm chewing on a gaint banana and dont know what to choose for estreaming DD:

fuck.




☆ Road of NLSG

, 12:37 PM.

i just finished watching the GazettE's Road of NLSG English with subs~~
althought it was a live in 2006, the full subs are only on this july, so i'm not considered late right ;p.
and anyways, it was about backstages and after-tour feelings.


ahh~ it was great. i cant find any words to describe my feeling,
but i always got pump up after watching gazette's live and backstage.
for what reason, i dont know.

but deep down inside, it was a mixture of feelings.

and myyyy,

it hurts to see kai, all wet from perspiration, looking really tired with the towel over his shoulders and he had to be helped by a staff to the waiting/resting room after the live :'(((((((.
there was once when he looked so tired. the staff offered him a towel and chair, but he took the tower and head for the pail of ice cubes and lie on the floor with his hand in the pail... DDDDDD'; ...


but,
GAZETTE IS LOVED.


GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD.













Scream your self ...
Drain your self ...
Without forget to yearn for liberty
Scream your self ...
Scream your pain
Without concealing the selves

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☆ haha, old times

, 9:31 AM.

260th post \(◎o◎)/ ~
my post are so little cos i moved some to other blogs/deleted them and i keep changing blogs :D
and i had a hell'of a time tidying my stuff x_x.
there were boxes and boxes of them. most were past years papers that i kept, so there was like a freaking bunch of them...

and i still havent tidy my sec 2 stuff *CRIES*...

but anyways, when i was tidying i do found some fun stuff :).


SPOT ME, SPOT ME, LOL.



maybe i'm the only one, but i still feel that 1A is the best class so far.


:D~ i miss those times.

♥ ミカ

☆ SPAMSPAMSPAM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 5:36 PM.

alright~~
i will spam -____________________-!!!!!!!





first~
staring the honeydew vitasoy~~

dang, dang, dang, dang~~~
speical introduction,
it consist of six packets, and it's gone in 2 days' time.
this proved the tastiness of honeydew vitasoy~!


wang! wang! wang wang! (-人-) (dog's wolf. i mean bark.)




(-ε-)♪~








OKAY LARH,




TODAY I WILL NOT JUST CAMWHORE MY DOG AND DRINK,

I GOT CAMWHORE MYSELF!!!!
-_-.













*LAUGHHHHS*
i didnt try to kiss, i just happen to close my eyes .__.














:O





yeah, that's all for today~
hope someone will be love at first sight after seeing these photos -,-.
*LAUGHHSS*


and yes,

i change my name to ミカ~~~
it is read as 'MIKA', written in katakana.
it looks weird if i write it in hiragana.
みか... ...
looks like those random words on street signs :D.


mika mika mika~
i feel like a girl (/--)/~ (laughs)

☆ fourth

Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 8:22 PM.

i'm sorry that i nearly forget the 4th mth~

but hey, do you notice that everytime, on the 28th,
i will be accompanying you, despite not doing it for the past weeks?
it's like, i 'ignored' you for weeks, but on the 28th, i will take you out, eventually.


it may be a coincidence, but, how nice :D.


p.s,

remember what i told you today.
it may not be the last time, but at least, the first.
there may be many times that i wanna give up,

but please be by my side and walk through this path with me.




ありがと。

☆ names, namae, names

, 4:30 PM.

*aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!*

Emiko

Hana 花, 華
both means "flower"
Hirokumi

Hiroya

Kei

Kumiko 久美子
From Japanese 久 (ku) "long time", 美 (mi) "beautiful" and 子 (ko) "child".

Kuro
means "black"

Kiyoshi 淳
means "pure"

Leiko
means "arrogant"

Nanami 七海, 菜々美
七 (nana) "seven" and 海 (mi) "sea". It can also come from 菜 (na) "vegetables, greens" duplicated and 美 (mi) "beautiful".)

Mika

Michi
means "path"

Michiko 美智子
美 (mi) "beautiful", 智 (chi) "wisdom, intellect" and 子 (ko) "child".

Miki
美 (mi) "beautiful" and 紀 (ki) "chronicle".

Miku
美 (mi) "beautiful" combined with 空 (ku) "sky" or 久 (ku) "long time". It can also come from a nanori reading of 未来 (mirai) "future".)

MIU 美羽
美 (mi) "beautiful" and 羽 (u) "feather".

Rai

Rei 鈴, 麗
means "bell" and "lovely"
Ren 蓮, 恋
means "lotus" and "romance"

RYOU 涼, 遼, 諒
means "cool,refreshing" and "distance/reality"

SHIN 真
means "real,true"

SHOU 翔
means "soar"

Yei

Yuuki 優希, 悠希, 優輝, 悠生
優 (yuu) "gentleness, superiority" or 悠 (yuu) "distant, leisurely" combined with 希 (ki) "hope", 輝 (ki) "radiance" or 生 (ki) "life".

Zen

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yeah, as you can see, i'm trying to find a new nick,
NOT TO JUST LET YOU SEE JAPANESE NAMES LARH.
you think i'm so f*cking boring to spent half an hour finding and doing this post up ==?!?!
thanks to kohweishan who spotted something funny in the current one =.=/.
and yeah, i dont know what to do with the names~

☆ gazette sub

, 9:55 AM.

... reita finally dropped his guitar...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IV6-CuVzeNM

and kai keeps forgetting his things... tsktsktsk ._., althought i'm nowhere better.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGkHQemVNsU

of cos kai wears normal clothes :D! i love black too~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwjWLpjzZqM&feature=related

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☆ happy birthday kai~

, 8:14 AM.

happy birthday kai~

there's a reason why i post a video, so watch.


hey, kai-san,
had you seen a drummer who drums so happily?
at least, he was the one with the brightest smile.
and true enough, it had influence many of the gazettefans.
your little smiles are sweet, and they have the power to brighten one's day.
mine too :).

gosh, i cant see bear to see anymore jrockers to grow old ;__;.
kai's the last one this year(for those that i keep my eyes on).
i'm just afraid what kind of jrock band i will listen to when i'm in my twenties...

but kai-san,
continue to drummmm,
and continue to smileeeeeee :DDDD.

with that happiness on your face, it warms everyone up.



:D

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☆ ♥ you.

Monday, October 27, 2008, 7:36 PM.

ahhh, cute x3333 ♥♥♥







1. HAHA, stupid.


a bad picture here.

☆ gazette - [BURST INTO A BLAZE 08] preview + funny clip

, 4:36 PM.

here's a short clip on [BURST INTO A BLAZE 08]...
OHMYGOD O____O



1. white bass!
2. ohmygod, ruki looked kinda different here O_O. i mean, with his natural lip colour. i'd never seen him without dark lip colours in lives >__<.
3. it will, SERIOUSLY, be another great live.

funny gazette



1. LOL. i dont know what to say. LOL. really...

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☆ old vids

, 3:55 PM.

i was browsing through those old vids on youtube, and i couldnt help but to post these...

uruha's fall


1. man, it's the greatest. LAUGHOUTLOUD.

ruki's little problems



1. awwwwww, how cute .___.

DLN live



1. it muxt be something to blindfold and sing a live.
2. the mirror ball thing... oh my. it's cool, and touching ;__;
3. reita covers his nose, ruki covers his eyes, and aoi the whole face :D(LOL i know you dont understand .__.)

RCE Swallowtail on death valley



1. so high :D
2. damn it, reita's too cute .__.
3. REITA ROCKET BASS = COOL

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, 9:09 AM.

upset because of love? kill me and i never will, since i'm all alone now.

and yeah, sorry friends, the two of you. can't cheer you up.
since last year autumn, i had forgot how it feels to be hurt by love.

meat and fake boyfriend, i'm always here.


hah, i wonder if you know you're the ones i'm talking about x.x.

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K... K....K.....KA.....


































KAI'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW OAO ~~~~~~~~~~~~ !!!!













NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~
OOOOOOOO~~
OOOOO~~
OOO~
OO~
~~
~
... ...



















i refuse to admit that he's going one year older again.

☆ GemCEREY feat. the GazettE

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 8:50 AM.

i saw this on the blog that hmm... christine, they one whom tagged me earlier...
it seens that gazette was the spokesperson for GemCEREY.
hmmmmm, i wasnt interested in jewels... so i didnt know :D;;.
i'm only aware that alice nine. had a project with Velvet Lounge.



here's hiroto's one:


1. ahhh :D, stars~~ hiroto loves stars~~~ me love stars too x_x~

HMM, okay, back to gazette x_x!

first version:


1. they actually use their live :D. but i think it's not bad, just a bit too short...

second version:


1. WOW, i think this is cool...
2. the ring thing look... awkward, but ruki got the biggest ring :D. LOL.

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☆ story

Saturday, October 25, 2008, 12:12 PM.

this post will be gone in 3 days' time.
maybe, i'll keep it longer here .___.







{1}



xxxxxSeems like I'm getting melancholic from the sound of the down pouring rain
xxxxxWho's dream is this promise in, who is this dream for I wonder?

xxxxx… …
xxxxx慢慢的张开双眼,发现天已经亮了。我慵懒地伸了腰,睡眼惺忪地走向窗口,拉开了那遮住阳光的窗帘… 迎眼的是刺眼的阳光。
xxxxx好暖和喔… 上一次能像这样舒舒服服的睡一觉是几时的事呢?

xxxxx简单的一番梳洗后,我走进厨房里打开冰箱,拿了一瓶鲜奶和一片土司蛋糕面包,无聊的坐在餐桌上,慢条斯理的吃了起来。讨厌,土司真难吃… 有时也应该吃些正常的早餐… 就在我把最后以口的土司放进嘴里时,门铃响了。
xxxxx谁啊?这么早…

xxxxx“亲爱的,睡得好吗?^_^”
xxxxx“妈!”原来是母亲大人~ “这么早来有事吗?”
xxxxx“傻孩子,一定有事才能来找我的宝贝女儿吗?”妈妈故装生气地说道。
xxxxx“当然不是啦,妈,快进来坐坐。^_^”
xxxxx在我毫无防备的情况下,一个巨大的身影向我扑来… …
xxxxx“咯咯咯!!琦诺啊!!哥哥好想你噢 >_<!!”可恶,老妈怎么把这麻烦的家伙带来这里?!

xxxxx老哥那肮脏的手紧紧地扣住了我的颈项,害得我喘不过气。可恶!!!我说,把你的脏手拿开!!!
xxxxx老哥终于发现了我那发青的脸,松开了他的魔手。我恶狠狠地盯着他,顺手拿了个不明物体就往他的脑门砸,“可恶,你把我当妹妹的话就不该那样对我!咳咳咳!!!”
xxxxx“呜!!!!琦诺你怎么能打哥哥呢?!会遭天遣的 T__T!!!”什么?遭天遣?有你这个哥哥是我最大的恶梦!!
xxxxx“啰嗦!再吵我就把你赶出去!”
xxxxx“呜!!!妈,你看她怎么对我这个哥哥的!!!”
xxxxx“好了,别吵了。哥哥难得来看你,我们进去吧 >_<。”


xxxxx我泡了一杯温咖啡和果汁给了妈妈和哥哥。妈妈不停的观察周围,“不错嘛,收拾得挺干净的。”
xxxxx“当然啦~ 我是谁嘛。”我得意地笑了笑。
xxxxx“咳,”老妈清了清喉咙,“其实呢… 妈妈今天来找你是…”老妈从手提包里拿出了几张文件,“因为这事……”
xxxxx想都不用想,我就猜到是什么了。“算了,妈。我不会去学校的。”我冷冷地说道。
xxxxx果然,妈妈露出了伤心的神情,而哥哥一幅‘我就知道’。“琦诺… 别让妈妈伤心好不好… 你从小就很聪明… 妈妈不希望看见你过这种生活… 这是妈妈找的第二十三间的学校了… 那间学校的校长和其他学校的不一样… 当我对他说出你头发的事情时,他什么也没说,只认真地看着你的学历表… 然后说:‘她的成绩优于,我决定让她入学。’ … ”说着说着,妈妈的眼泪从眼里掉出来。
xxxxx我看了看自己的金发。

xxxxx妈妈静静地流泪,我心疼地看了看她,拿了文件… 华梵圣学院?就一所学校而以嘛… 干吗把名字起得那么华丽 -_-… 我简单的看了看学校的地址和一些介绍,无奈地抬起了头,发现妈妈都一直偷偷地看着我… 一对上了我的眼睛便慌张地继续哭了起来 -_-… 果然。拿眼泪来骗我 -_-。

xxxxx“其实,我也不是完全抗拒去上学啦… 只是习惯了现在独居生活……”
xxxxx我还没说完,妈妈就打岔:“你不抗拒就好了*_*!!上学能认识好多人嘛,你现在都十七岁了,快到要踏进社会的年龄了,怎么能跟别人说你初二就停学了呢?你年纪不轻了>_<,不应该那么孩子气,我也任你一年了,你这次就听妈妈的话吧… ” 完了,晚了,老妈又开始念了…

xxxxx哥哥似乎也忍不住了,插嘴道:“哎呀,琦诺啊妈妈说得也对。哥哥也想看你上学啊,这样的话我们可以并肩的上下学,一起搭公车,不然哥哥骑单车送你上下学也可以 >_<~~ 还是你想要……” 可恶,连哥哥也加入了老妈的阵局!!!
xxxxx妈妈流水不断地继续唠叨着,老哥痴心妄想的叙说着自己的梦幻兄妹史,我可到我的极限了*_*!!
xxxxx“够了!!我去就是了!!我去啦!!!!”

xxxxx………

xxxxx后悔。后悔后悔后悔。
xxxxx她是我的妈妈吗?怎么那么贱 -_-。虽然说自己的母亲贱有点该死,可这是个不得不承认的事实。因为一当我答应时,老妈就把我赶紧房里催我换衣,说现在就去见校长?!…… 算了,依她吧,否则又用眼泪来威胁我。
xxxxx拿了件黑色V领短袖和白色hoodies,然后随便地跳了件黑色紧身长裤,再戴上一些左手链和无名指的戒指。嗯?我的墨镜呢?墨镜墨镜~ 找到了!
xxxxx戴上了必备的墨镜,准备完毕。
xxxxx妈妈看了我的衣着,惊讶得喊道:“琦诺!!!!!怎么穿成这样*_*??去去去!找件像样的衣服 >_<。” xxxxx“要找你自己找 -_- … 我的衣柜里只有这些衣服。”拜托,我这一年出门诳街的次数不到二十次好不好,除了买一些简单的衣服和冬衣外,哪有那闲工夫去把每间店都看看-_-。
xxxxx“不满意的话就别去啰 –o– … ”
xxxxx“什么?算了,快点走吧 -_-。”

xxxxx见大事已搞成,老妈把哥哥踢回家了。哥哥扯着嗓子嚷啊嚷的,丢死人了 -_-。
xxxxx踏出了家门,我把门锁好,三步并作两步地跟在妈妈后面。果然不出我所料,我的头发+ 打扮十分惹人注意,庆幸的是老妈一心只想着等会儿要见校长的事,完全没注意到周围的人所投来的一样的眼光+小妹妹们花痴的脸。
xxxxx“喂,那孩子怪怪的,看她那头发!”
xxxxx“噢,对啊对啊!O__O”
xxxxx噢你的头,臭欧巴桑。
xxxxx“嗯O_O,喂,喂,你看那个金发的家伙,他好帅喔!!”
xxxxx“什么O_O?!?哪里?哪里??”
xxxxx“前面那个啦,那个白黑衣的男人>_<。”

xxxxx呸,我不是男人 -_-。快把口水擦一擦吧。
xxxxx“噢~~~ 可是他的腿好修长哦,是男人吗O_O?会不会是女扮男装啊 >_<?”

xxxxxTMD,想象力还真丰富。
xxxxx“那我们走近一点看啊 >_<。讨厌,他为什么要戴墨镜啊~ ”

xxxxx为了避开你们这一群花痴。
xxxxx“噢,噢~~ 好像快看到了 >_<。”

xxxxx可恶,别看了!!我红着脸地进了出租车。所以才说要戴墨镜嘛!!-_-;;;



xxxxx#华梵圣学院

xxxxx华梵圣学院可不是盖的 O_O。天啊,这是个学校吗?!?是宫廷吧!从建筑到室外走廊到雕刻像,这校长就这么有钱吗 -_-;;;??还是校长已到晚年,有钱没地方花,所以想好好来培养我们这些后代… 之前那些有的没的XX高中又不肯收我,校长脑子坏了吗?
xxxxx“你再发什么呆,快走。”妈妈横眼地看着我。
xxxxx我把张得老大嘴巴关上,屁嚷嚷地跟了上去。
xxxxx我把墨镜摘下来,“妈,怎么都没人?”这么大的校园,连个苍蝇影子都没有。哦,不,宫廷里怎么允许苍蝇进来呢 -.-。
xxxxx“当然是学校放假啦,不然是躲起来给你开surprise欢迎会啊 -_-?”
xxxxx-.-… …



xxxxx#校长办公室

xxxxx“咚咚!”妈妈轻轻的敲了桥校长办公室的门。
xxxxx把门打开,坐在书桌前的人正背对我们,旁边站了个笔挺的老先生,看起来有点儿上了年纪,如果坐在那里的是校长… 那他就是秘书啰?老秘书先生对我慈祥地笑了笑,我也礼貌对他点了点头。老先生真厉害 >_<,一把年纪了还坚持担任秘书的工作,和我比起来,真感到惭愧 ._.。

xxxxx“你就是姜琦诺吧?”校长问道,却始终没有回头。
xxxxx我愣愣的,校长的声音真好听呢!看来是个年轻人O.O。
xxxxx“咳咳。”妈妈清了清喉咙。
xxxxx“嗯O_O?哦,是的。”
xxxxx见校长没说什么,老秘书先生对他使了个眼色。
xxxxx“咳咳咳… 那个,我… 嗯,欢迎你来到华梵圣学院… 我,我是,那个,我是校长…”废话。校长怎么结巴起来了?
xxxxx这时,老秘书先生开始有点慌了。他焦急地看着校长,瞪得眼珠子都快掉出来了。这秘书怎么那么凶啊O_O?我仿佛看到了校长正在冒冷汗的脸…

xxxxx“我… 哎,校长,我不玩了!”说完,校长从椅子上起来,喔喔喔 O____O!不只声音好听,人长得也好帅哦!嗯?他说什么?
xxxxx这时,老秘书先生道:“哼!不好玩!”他跺了跺脚,像个恶作剧没得逞的孩子。
xxxxx…… 什么跟什么 -___-?!?!?!
xxxxx老秘书先生在我和妈妈惊异的眼光下和校长换了位置。校长的脸微微泛红,一幅真受不了你的表情。
xxxxx…… ?!?!?!
xxxxx老秘书先生这才发现我和妈妈的表情,他清脆的笑声顿时传遍了办公室,校长的脸变得根红了… 喔,好可爱厚 ._.。

xxxxx“哈哈哈… 不好意思,和两位开了个小玩笑。咳咳… 再次好好地介绍,我是华梵圣学院的校长,袁校长,叫我校长就好了……”他转向‘校长’,“这是我的秘书,黑田慎。”
xxxxx什么跟什么…? 我开始怀疑这校长的能力了 -_-。难道建设这所宫殿校园的钱都是从学生们那儿缴出来的吗?
xxxxx再说,帅哥秘书的名字好特别哦,黑田慎,是日本人哪!难怪那么帅 >_<。

xxxxx“两位,这里坐。”校长站了起来,走向书桌旁的黑皮沙发。一看就知道,价格不菲呢。
xxxxx黑田秘书端上了两杯红茶,我礼貌地点了点头。黑田秘书温柔的笑了笑,我感到一股血液冲上了脸颊,不禁地头盯着那杯红茶。红茶的香气慢慢地进入鼻子,好香喔,是玫瑰茶吗?还是果子茶呢?
xxxxx这当我在思考这问题时,校长的声音把我拉回了现实中:“琦诺,欢迎你来到华梵圣学院。”我抬起头,校长慈祥和蔼的笑容和刚才淘气的面孔完全不一样,他的笑容,使我想起了…
xxxxx他。

xxxxx“慎,你带姜女士去办一些入学手续吧,我想和琦诺聊一聊。”
xxxxx“是的。”黑田秘书恭敬的回答。
xxxxx什么?不要!!!看老妈那幅高兴的脸,你不可以和黑田秘书单独相处!别忘了你的身份!!!
xxxxx无奈啊,妈妈还是高兴地和黑田秘书消失在门后…

xxxxx“哈哈,慎很帅吧 ^_^。”校长清朗的笑声在一次在耳边响次。听了校长的话,脸开始烫烫的。讨厌,今天怎么老是脸红啊?
xxxxx我抬起头,再一次和校长慈爱的眼神相对。
xxxxx“琦诺… 你的事我都听说了… ”校长的话令我十分惊讶,可我只是微微地睁大双眼,我不知道该说什么。
xxxxx“你不会生气吧?”校长小心翼翼地问道。我摇摇头。
xxxxx校长像是松了一口气,“孩子… 我不会因为你的发色而用有色的眼光来看你… 我看过你的学历了,你是名优秀的学生,年轻人前途光明,不像我这个老头子。虽然停了一年的学,你母亲说你在家里都有自修,学习上应该没什么问题。今后, 在华梵圣度过最后的校园时光吧。”
xxxxx泪水在眼眶里打转,我逃避校长的双眼,轻轻的点了头。
xxxxx“头发,你只要和同学们说是遗传,如果同学问起的话,就说血缘关系很复杂,随便打发掉就行了。”我又机械般地点点头。校长温柔地笑了笑,接着把我送到了母亲和黑田秘书那儿。

xxxxx令人感动的时刻终究会结束。当我看见华梵圣的校服时… 那是一切噩梦将会开始的暗号。
xxxxx“什…什么??我… 我不穿!我死都不穿!!!我宁可现在给你打死也不穿!!!!!”我高度贝分的声音传遍了整个校园,庆幸校园里现在没人。那算是什么校服!!白色短袖衣衫加上黑红方格的百褶短裙,打上以年级来便分的蝴蝶领结,最后在穿上长黑袜和黑皮鞋… 拜托,你以为这是日本MM的校服cosplay啊?!我如原子子弹地落荒而逃,也不管妈妈的吼叫声。就算等会儿会被你杀死,我也不会再死的前一刻穿上那种校服!!


xxxxx# 两天后

xxxxx自从我逃离那可怕的校园后,老妈河东狮般地在我的家门外喊了半天,最后干脆向保安处拿了钥匙,开了门后追着我满屋跑… 幸好妈的年龄也不小了,怎么追也追不到我,最后只好放弃,恶狠狠的对我说,四天后开学时最好滚到学校去,到了学校在穿上校服,否则把我的皮给剥了。
xxxxx哼,真怀疑你到底是不是我的妈,我是你从路边捡回来的吧。

xxxxx开学的两天前,老妈硬是要我到华梵圣区办一些入学手续。切,那时没办完吗 -_-?一定是你色迷迷地目不转睛的盯着黑田秘书,讨厌!!自己没完成的事为什么要我来完成?难道… 是想怂恿我穿上校服 -_-;;?
xxxxx“呸,别想太多。反正两天后就是你得死期 -_-。”

xxxxx简单地打扮后就拿着几张文件匆匆地出了门。和以往不一样的是,今天戴上了没有视度的厚框架黑眼镜。因为以后上了学都不能戴墨镜了,为了不引人注意,还是低调一点,带个傻傻的眼镜算了。一路上,一想到等会儿会见到黑田秘书就不禁心花放,呵呵呵呵>_<。

xxxxx嗒嗒嗒,我踏着轻盈的脚步走到了公共巴士站。眼前的事物看起来都那么的美好。哇~~~ 巴士站的人挺多的,有的人正焦虑不安地不停的看着手表,有的猛用手背擦着额头上不停冒出的汗,有的一到巴士站就不禁流落出松了口气的脸,悠闲悠闲地扇着自己,似只是来乘个凉而以。就算我心情再好,天不作美让本小姐受这炎热之苦,我也开始慢慢地感到烦躁。这时,可恶的巴士慢条斯理地开向巴士站。今天搭巴士的人数可不是闹着玩的,巴士都挤得水泄不通… 可恶,热死了!!可是为了我的黑田秘书,这一丁点儿小牺牲根本不算什么 *___*!!
xxxxx巴士依旧开得好慢、好慢,每停在一个巴士站前就有好几个人拚着老命地挤上了巴士。难道他们没长眼睛吗?!?!没看到巴士那么挤~~~ 为什么还要硬挤进来T_T?
xxxxx可恶的巴士司机悠哉地开着巴士,完全没示意到现在巴士有多么拥挤。巴士横冲直撞的,乘客们也站的歪来歪去,这司机是怎么开车的!这不是巴士,我们是处在云霄飞车之内吧!
xxxxx“哇!”终于,我还是失去了平衡(哼,我的平衡感向来就很差!能撑到现在就很好了!)。右手不禁地在空中猛抓,任何东西都可以,只要不让我跌个狗吃屎就可以了!!!上帝啊!!!
xxxxx“啪!”不知右手抓了个什么东西,但那没用的东西竟然在我能恢复平衡感之前断掉了,身边传来一阵喊叫声后,我的额头便和巴士的柱子来了个亲密接触,它们俩儿还发出了清脆响亮的‘碰~~’一声,活活地证明了我脑袋里装的是空气。
xxxxx我捂着额头哭丧着脸,这时耳边传来了一个带点儿稚气的声音:“哇!!!你这可恶的家伙!!我的项链T_T!!!我的脖子T_T!!!”
xxxxx我忍着额头上的疼痛,把头抬了起来,对上的是一双冷酷的眼眸。
xxxxx我不禁开始打量他的脸。他深深的轮廓上铺着一层白皙的皮肤,完美弧度的双眉上有着一双褐色的双眼,麻木得如深谷般,是那么的深,那么得令人捉不清。直挺的鼻梁和薄薄的嘴唇,从他不带丝毫感情的眼神中能感受但他所散发出来的傲气,加上那至肩的褐发,他简直是漫画中的美男子主角的化身嘛!不知他迷倒了多少良家妇女和单纯的MM们 O_O?


xxxxx“喂!你再看哪里!可恶的家伙!”
xxxxx我这时才发现原来美少年的身边还有一个人,我缓缓的转向那个叫我可恶的家伙的脸,哇~ 我不禁倒吸了一口气,又是个美男子!但不同的是,这家伙长得一幅娃娃脸,加上那带点稚气的声音,噢噢噢,简直是众多欧巴桑的猎物 O_O!!
xxxxx“喂!你到底有没有在听我说的话啊 >_<?!” 稚气男恶狠狠的对我说,不,他简直是差点儿吼出来的 -_-;;。 xxxxx“嗯 O_O?”我用无辜的双眼无辜地看着他。这不是装出来的,我真么不知道发生了什么事 -_-;;…
xxxxx可稚气男还是没有打算放过我:“你这家伙!!手怎么乱抓!!你要抓就抓空气,干吗抓我的项链哪 T_T!!疼死我了T_T!!!”他边说边指着自己发红的颈项。
xxxxx什么?项链O_O?我有抓到他的项链吗O_O?他的颈项怎么那么红啊O_O?他不有项链么O_O?项链在哪里O_O?
xxxxx冷酷男似乎看出来我一连串的疑问了,他慢慢得抬起手,指向了我的右手…
xxxxx嗯??冷酷男那么一指,指尖好像有冷冷的感觉,似乎拿着什么金属物。我低头一看,发现自己的右手正拿这一条金属项链。
xxxxx我看看项链,再看看冷酷男,又转向了幼气男,用了整整120秒才了解事情的来龙去脉:巴士横冲直撞,我失去平衡,右手猛抓,抓到了稚气男的项链,项链没能支撑我的重量断掉了,我撞到了柱子,稚气男的脖子也红了。
xxxxx是这样吧?冷酷男读出了我的心思,一脸“白痴你终于懂了”地点了点头。
xxxxx“喂!你的大脑里头装的是空气吗?!现在才知道!!” 稚气男继续发飙。
xxxxx“我 O_O…”是空气啊,难道刚刚你没听到啊…
xxxxx“臭丫头!你要真么补偿我的项链!我的医药费!我的精神损失费>_<!”

xxxxx慌了,慌了 O_O。虽然我对哥哥是丝毫没一丝的恐惧,但本姑娘一年没出几次门,早已和世人划清界限,被稚气男那么一番的口水轰炸让我不禁害怕了起来。原本是想找个搭客甲帮忙的,却发现巴士里的女人都直流口水,男人么都臭着脸的看着窗外的风景。
xxxxx哎,人间的温情到底去了哪里?!?


xxxxx“我… 对不起!”做错事,起码也先道个歉吧,虽然我认为自己好像没有犯错… 因为全是意外嘛。
xxxxx“什么?!道歉就能解决问题嘛?你看我的脖子 =A=!!!”稚气男大吼大叫的。可恶的家伙,你的脖子会红不是我的错,是因为你太激动了!
xxxxx见我们两人似乎会闹得没完没了,冷酷男不耐烦地说道:“MD,都叫你不要来什么破公车了!自己的私家车不做来这里凑热闹,什么白痴心血来潮。只不过是条破铁。” 冷酷男眉心绞结。
xxxxx“什么破铁!!那是我从英国定做的耶 T_T!!你知道它有多贵吗 T__T??” 稚气男反驳。
xxxxx完了,情况不妙。可就在这时候,相信是刚才去上厕所的上帝回来了后发现我危险的处境,他老人家便派了个小天使来帮我。在不知不觉中,巴士已开到了我的终点站!!
xxxxx“那个,我,我的站到了,我先,先下车了,对不起 >_<。”慌忙而逃。身脚敏捷的我迅速地逃下了车。稚气男还没来得及反应,巴士早就嗡嗡嗡地开跑了。

xxxxx“喂!停车!!破铁小偷!!你给我站住!!还我项链啊!!!” 稚气男的呐喊。
xxxxx“你不是说那是你的宝贝吗…”隐约听到冷酷男的声音,
xxxxx我这才低头,发现那条项链非常可爱的躲在我的手里。脸上浮现出三条黑线,项链啊项链,怎么不回主人身边啊?什么?主人太吵太幼稚?所以想到我这儿清静一会儿?噢噢噢,好啊好啊,乖乖,乖乖。^-^
xxxxx我随手把项链丢进包包里,嗒嗒嗒,黑田秘书,我来了~~


xxxxx#华梵圣学院

xxxxx“咚咚。”我轻轻地敲了敲秘书室的门,期待着黑田秘书磁性的声音。过了一会儿却仍然没有回应,我偷偷摸摸的打开了秘书室的门。
xxxxx头往里一探才发现秘书室里没人,我轻手轻脚地走进秘书室。秘书室内的布置简单,以黑灰色为主,里头只有一张沙发,办公桌和几个书架,简单却不失一种时尚感。
xxxxx“这不是琦诺吗?”身后传来黑田秘书温柔的声音。
xxxxx我转头一看,发现是黑田秘书俊俏的脸,心跳好像快停止了。
xxxxx“噢!你,你好!”干吗口吃啊?我感觉到脸上好像有点红晕。
xxxxx“呵呵,真可爱。”黑田自言自语道。
xxxxx“什么?”
xxxxx“不,没什么。琦诺今天怎么带了副厚厚的眼镜呢?你镜视吗?”
xxxxx我推了推眼镜:“没有,只是觉得好玩,几年前才买的。”我吞了吞唾液,“很奇怪吗?”
xxxxx“当然不会,挺可爱的。”仍是温柔的微笑。
xxxxx脸颊传来一阵阵痛。我尴尬的捂住了嘴,摸了摸红烫的脸颊。
xxxxx“找我有事吗?”黑田发现琦诺红得像苹果的小脸蛋,暗自地笑道,这小可爱来到了华梵圣,必定会发生什么趣事吧。
xxxxx“啊!对哦!我是来办一些入学手续的。”差点忘了正事。







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xxxxx“好了,都处理好了。要我送你回家吗?”黑田把手中的文件交给琦诺。
xxxxx“不… 不用了,黑田秘书,你忙你的吧。”
xxxxx“叫我慎就行了。”
xxxxx“那个,没关系吗?”
xxxxx“嗯。我今年才二十二岁,只大你五岁,也不算差太多吧… 不需要用敬语。再说,用敬语的话会让我感觉自己好像老了好几岁。”黑田故作伤心的脸。
xxxxx眼睛一亮,但我没有表现出心中的喜悦,“好,好的,慎。”
xxxxx黑田又是温柔的一笑,拿起了车钥匙——
xxxxx“那个!我说!没关系啦!我,我,我走了,慎!再,再见!”我提高了嗓子,按住了慎的手,慌慌张张地道别,又胡乱乱撞地走出了秘书室。
xxxxx黑田愣愣的看着小丫头离去的背影,当他反应过来时,不禁发出非常绅士的笑声。


xxxxx我呆呆地走在走廊上,可恶,我为什么要拒绝慎的好意呢?我狠狠地敲了自己的脑袋,哎哟!疼啊 x_x!
xxxxx我以半发呆的状态斜斜歪歪地在走廊上‘梦游’。这时,当我走到一个转角弯时,竟然撞伤了一道墙O_O!是一道有着淡淡的香草气味,但却隐约感到一丝凉意的墙…
xxxxx等等,墙没有体温吧O.O?我睁开眼睛,发现眼前的‘墙’有穿衣服啊。
xxxxx我抬起头,头上却传来了一阵疼痛!头发好像被什么东西卡住了——

xxxxx“嗯O_O?你不是破铁小偷嘛!!!”这… 这可怕又刺耳的声音……
xxxxx我的哇妈啊,是是是稚气男!!!还还还还有冷酷男!!!而而而我的金发和他衣服上的纽扣‘绞缠’在一起!!!
xxxxx“发生了什么事吗?”一个温柔的声音在耳边响起。我努力的把眼睛转到声音的来源,噢噢噢噢o0o!!端正的五官,眉间和眼神中流落出了优雅的气息,直挺的鼻子下是薄薄的粉色唇。幸好这绅士男是男人,如果他的性别倒反了过来的话,相信MM们都想去自杀了吧 O.O。
xxxxx“喂!把破铁… 不,把项链还我!!!!”稚气男嘶嘶地说道。
xxxxx“我… 我,头发,头发,帮我解下来,好痛啊。”我‘哀求’道。
xxxxx冷酷男厌恶地看着我的头发和他的纽扣,就像蚯蚓爬上了自己的身体上似的… 拜托,我也是受害者!切!!


xxxxx“喂,快点解开。”冷酷男的声音像北极的冷风一样的冰冷。
xxxxx“……”我不言,乖乖地解开了自己的头发。可恶,我的头发明明就很直很滑,可为什么就是结不开呢?
xxxxx“喂!你是故意的啊!”稚气男咬咬牙。
xxxxx可恶的小屁孩,你给我住嘴!!我解,我解!!
xxxxx“别这么说,我来帮你。”绅士男柔声道。他的声音是那么的轻,就像风一样。
xxxxx“谢……”
xxxxx冷酷男不耐地道断了我的话:“够了!烦死了,凯,拿剪刀给我。”
xxxxx听了冷酷男的话,我顿时全身僵硬。剪、剪刀?难,难道他想用最直接的方法……?
xxxxx稚气男难不知从哪里变出了一把剪刀,一幅看好戏的脸把剪刀递给了冷酷男,而绅士男的脸却‘唰’地变白。
xxxxx“喂!我说!!你别把我的头发给剪了!!!!”
xxxxx对于我惊人的嗓子,冷酷男却无动于衷。
xxxxx“卡嚓。”
xxxxx我失了神般地看着自己的发丝轻轻地掉落在地上。如果那冷酷男只间了靠近纽扣的发丝的话我还不至于那么生气… 可是,可是,他竟然随手抓了一小把纽扣旁的头发,毫不留情地剪了下去!!
xxxxx“哼!喂,头发解开了,把项链还我!别想把它偷了-_-!!”
xxxxx“切,今天到底是什么鬼日子。”
xxxxx“这… … 喂,你们怎么能这样对待一个女生?”
xxxxx身边的东西仿佛都变成了静态,脑袋里一片空白,我直直地盯着地上的发丝。
xxxxx它们静静地躺在冰冷的地上。回忆,在脑海里赛跑。

xxxxx“喂!!!!”
xxxxx泪水模糊了视线,我二话不说地抢过了冷酷男手中的剪刀,抓住了他肩上的长发,也同样地毫不留情地把他一刀剪断!!!
xxxxx“喂!!!你干什么!!!!你这死丫头!!!”冷酷男眼里捧着熊熊怒火,额头上出现了青筋。
xxxxx“你给我住口,死家伙!!这是你剪了我的头发的代价!!!”眼泪不争气地夺眶而出。我把剪刀丢在了地上,剪刀‘啪’地反弹到了走廊的一角。我从包包里拿出了那条破铁,丢向了稚气男的脸,命中红心。
xxxxx“还给你!!!”说完,我像逃亡似的奔向了出口。回忆汹涌地在脑海里翻来覆去,如几万只针筒刺入体内。我不断地跑,空气薄得让人窒息。我只想离开这里,好难受 ——
xxxxx“哇…”不哭了,琦诺,别哭了…

xxxxx在那平静的城市里,街上出现了一个金发女孩娇小的身影。她不断地跑,像是没有目标,逃亡似地跑着。她的柔软金发被风轻轻地吹着,女孩的脸却写满着恐惧与伤心。顿时,天空飘着一朵朵乌黑的云,像是和女孩一起悲伤了起来。

xxxxx# TA-KE 发廊

xxxxx“MD,可恶!!那死丫头!!” 殷天愤怒的嗓声盖过了发廊里所播放着的柔情歌曲。一进发廊,殷天的气仍然没有消。他的脸黑得很,像是一个随时都会爆炸的定时炸弹。
xxxxx“嗯 O_O?殷天怎么来了啊?上个星期不是才来过了吗?”眼前穿着休闲的紧身黑色T恤和牛仔裤的男人长得十分俊俏,却散发着一股媚艳的气息。
xxxxx“切!!别提了!你不会自己看啊!!” 殷天的吼声吓着了发廊里的顾客,男人不禁瞪了殷天一眼:“喂,死小子,我还要做生意的!”他拿起了坐在理发专用的椅子上的殷天的头发。
xxxxx“啊——”男人失声,“你的头发怎么少了一大半啊 O__O?”
xxxxx“唉,拓克,我看你还是别问了,在说的话他会把你整个发廊给砸了。”凯感到嘴痒痒的,不禁插话道。
xxxxx“不行,我可是专业的理发师,我理的不只是头发,也必须关心顾客的心情和对我理的发型的看法。我有必要知道事情的来龙去脉。”被称为拓克的男人坚定地说道,眼里充满着专业的精神,仿佛那精神早已流入了他的骨髓里。旁边的MM们不禁用崇拜的眼神看着这俊俏的男子,双颊微微发红。

xxxxx切,受不了你那职业病,凯不屑地想道,确忍不住嘴巴把事情的经过一五一十地告诉了拓克。
xxxxx“什……什么 *__*?!?!?!”听完后,拓克的脸和之前绅士男的脸一样苍白,他毫不客气地拿了手中的剪刀,猛然往凯和殷天的头上敲了下去。
xxxxx“喂!!!!”不幸被敲痛脑袋的两人用声音来表示不满。
xxxxx“拓、拓克,轻点儿 O__O。”绅士男不忍看见自己的兄弟受伤,拓克刚刚那一记可不轻啊。
xxxxx“两个死小子,给我住嘴!!还有你,袁英崎!!刚才为什么没阻止他们这两个笨蛋!!” 拓克也忘了自己在自己的发廊,提高了嗓子,仿佛压不住自己的愤怒。
xxxxx“我 O__O…”袁英崎瞪着无辜的双眼看着怒气冲天的拓克。唉,为什么把我扯上了… 我什么也没做……
xxxxx“喂!为什么把她的头发给剪了!!你有什么资格!” 拓克把剪刀指向了殷天。
xxxxx“切!!不知从哪里冒出来的黄毛丫头,还偷了凯的项链,我哪知道她是否心怀不好!!看她那脸,只是想接近我们而做了点把戏罢了。” 殷天漫不经心地说道。
xxxxx“我的妈,你这死小孩 *__*!!我看你是王子病太重了,不治之症之末期自恋!!谁说她是不知从哪里冒出来的丫头,你们学校的保安那么严密,连一只蟑螂都进不来,何况是个活生生的人!再说,你们学校现在在放假,放假也没说不能有转学生!!她的手上是不是拿着文件 -_-。”
xxxxx殷天回想了起来,的确,那丫头手上好像拿了几张写着密密麻麻的字的文件…
xxxxx“我… 我哪知道,没看清楚。”
xxxxx哼,开始心虚了,袁英崎冷冷地看这面露心虚的男孩,刚才她明明就有拿着入学手续文件,我这个旁观者可是看得清清楚楚。可袁英崎并没有揭开事实,反而想静静地看着他们俩儿的争执,看看等会儿会有什么好戏发生。
xxxxx哎,这种看好戏的性格好像只有凯会这样吧,这就叫近朱者赤,近墨者黑。

xxxxx“你是不是也剪了她一大半的头发?”
xxxxx“没、没那么夸张啦,只是把一部分的头发剪短了… 没看清楚的话是看不出来的。”
xxxxx拓克看了看袁英崎,袁英崎连忙点点头,证明殷天说的都是实话。
xxxxx“她有没有哭?”
xxxxx“……”
xxxxx “切,看你那副脸,就知道给我说中了。” 拓克准备帮殷天理他那稍稍有点儿惨不忍睹的头发。“这就叫做事不先经过大脑,我都不知道你还有没有脑袋,不让就是脑汁都干掉了,” 拓克拿起了梳子,“嗨… 那可怜的女孩… 你说她是金发吧?这个城市里可没人敢染那么醒目的发色… 她肯染的话肯定很美吧,真想看看。死小孩,给我听好,头发可是女人的命,你就算再怎么生气也不应该剪她的头发。她可能是因为生气才剪下你的头发,如果是这个原因的话还好,但是如果她留那头发是有别的重要原因的话,你就死给我看。” 拓克的眼神和声音都充满着柔情,再加上他俊俏的外表和那隐约的媚艳,活像个娇艳的女人。
xxxxx“喂… 你、你好好剪。别因为那事就想帮那丫头报仇。” 殷天惶恐地看着镜中的拓克。
xxxxx“放心吧,我一向公私分明。” 拓克说道,眼里流落出一丝的感伤。
xxxxx殷天虽然一幅不在乎的样子,但脑海里不禁浮现那金发女孩强忍住泪水的脸……




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☆ 哭吧哭吧~不是罪 T_T

, 11:29 AM.

从今天早上开始,我就一直在读《致我的男友》...
对,因为昨天终于读到了高超的部份,好不容易才把我的兴趣给拉了回来...
所以,今天用汉字来写日记是有原因的,
因为用汉字的话会比较夸张,比较戏剧化...

咳咳,所以,我就一直一直地读,读到了现在...
同时,我也一直一直稀里哗啦地流泪...
对,我竟然读着读着就稀里哗啦地哭了 T_T!!!
你可能会说我是呆子,可是我真的哭了 T______T!!!!
我都把快把眼睛给哭肿了,深怕家里的人看到了会带我去看医生...
看来,在我周围的人当中,只有我一个人会读小说读到哭吧...

但是,可爱淘姐果然还是没让我失望。
她的小说总是让我看见世界上最真诚,最纯情的爱。
也许有一天,你也会和我有同感。

但是,我从不后悔用眼泪换来的小说。
如果我能写这一般的催泪小说,不知该有多好啊。
我深刻地感受到,原来能静静地读着一本如此如此~催泪的小说,对我来说也是人生的最大享受之一。

今后也得多多加油,淘姐和我。

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☆ long hair

Friday, October 24, 2008, 5:17 PM.

[ uruha-san \(>O<)/~ *SCREAMMMMMSS* ]

BOOOOOOO WAHH.

okay, i went out with jiaxiu this afternoon for our clip-on extensions.
at the mrt station, we saw joyce and van :D.
it appears that they're going for basketball training.

when we reached the shop,
after thinking for sometime i decided to buy the curl one. jiaxiu say it was nice. at first it was not natural, but later it got better...
and for her, she got herself straight ones.
both of us felt that we're trashing our money on nowhere...
and ohmygod, i looked freaking demure with the curl hair... ==;;.
straight ones really, does suit my personality more...
but too bad the curls look cute on jiaxiu, however she hav no intentions to change with me xD.
then she tie her extensions and wore and cap and goes around, i kept calling her cute and she *gahhh and say stop it.

LOL. it was really cute mah ._. .

i dont know why, when we reached my house, my extensions suddenly went... hmm, went bad.
and it almost tangled with each other... i mean it did ==.
now i felt that mine is more difficult to maintain than jiaxiu's one... ;__;.

i was so freaking worry when i was wearing it, and i wonder if it can last for another 2 months...

after a haircut at Le Sandy, jiaxiu's extensions looked more natural :).
both hair was already close, and with the layering/shape and fringe cut it got better :D~
we went to get a drink, and thanks to that uncle for his coke float.
coke float = half cup of ice + half cup of ice cream + coke for the rest of the space.
-___-...

it's like freaking bad larh. i dont know for others, but i think the main thing in COKE FLOAT is still the COKE, and it sucked with half of it filled with vanilla ice cream. i will probably get a stomach ache ==. and of course when you drink this kind of drink, you mix the ice cream with the coke. but after mixing, i realised that overtime, your damn ice cream will melt and mix with the damn ice. so in the end, you will have ice cubes vanilla ice cream (-_______-).

yeah, look at my damn expression ==.


hai, i hope the extensions will work out fine.
and byebye, my specs (T T) ---- thanks to the great EOY results.
photo with extensions? i had kept them,

maybe tomorrow.




i tried to sleep but to no avail.
ahhhh.
(KAI'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEEK.)
(DAMN IT. OUR CUTE KAI IS GOING ONE YEAR OLDER AGAIN T.T)

☆ last (yester)day -- thanks all

, 9:53 AM.

... yeah.

it was the last day of school yesterday... but i refuse to blog.
i was depressing over my results,
so i went to do my nails, and while waiting, i fall into a beauty sleep ==.
*yawns, it was nice :).

i wondered why we didnt think of taking a group class photo with mrs wee yesterday...
oh yeah, class photo OO.
wait a moment, let me figure out how to scan...
*trying*


wuhhoo, i'm smart :D.
for some reason, i refuse to post the formal one.
spot my beauuuuuuuutiful face (/--)/~~~
here it is:



hmmm~ when i think of it, it seens that our class wasnt that united at all...
we dont really take frequent images together... and this may be the one and only that we took together...

time flowed surprisingly fast this year.
so fast that i didnt realise that i will be sec 3 next year...
i mean, it was unexpected.
and also the O level next year... *growls*

but... i was glad that i was in 2A.
although there are disasterious times that i went through...
but true enough, i changed a lot this year.
stupid hair checks, stupid PRIME facilities, running away from assembly, learning guitar...

you can say that it was a changing point of my life... all those.


gosh, what am i writing... *turns head away.


but... it's something that i wont forget,
and i hope that everything would be better ... next year.
and maybe, there will be something changing in our relationship.
let's pray that i would forget you or found someone else.



i was disappointed with myself,
but i know that lost the will.
i could blame no one but clunch my fist hard and endure the pain.
i was the one who let go of it. i was the one whom refuse to take myself up there.
maybe, it's not wrong to cry,
but, is it wrong to be emotionless?
"i no longer feel for 'you'",
it was one of the white lies.
maybe, i need someone to tell me what i should do.

oshiete.


Kamenashi Kazuya --- Kizuna(Bond)




No matter how much we consider the future
Saki no koto dore hodo ni kangaete itemo
No one can see the truth
hontou no koto nante dare ni mo mienai
Something is blocking my blank mind
kuuhaku? kokoro ni nanika ga tsumatte
It's just a mistake that I've been repeating
ayamachi bakari kurikaeshiteta

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated
ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
Walking away from where you continue to live
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

In time that flows, I try not to lose anything
nagareyuku toki no naka ushinawanu you ni
Passing by, we collided - true emotion
surechigai butsu katta hontou no kimochi
Permeated my heart, into warm desires
kokoro ni shimiteku aitsu no omoi ni
The miracle I requested came about by chance
deaeta koto ga motometa kiseki

Even when things couldn't stand still, amidst the pain
tachidamaru koto sae dekinai kurushisa no
I saw the light, because we were bound together
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara
It's okay if you lied, and it's okay to cry
usotsui tatte ii sa namida nagashite ii kara
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna

It's okay for my steps to continue, these hands have separated
ippo zutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazuni
Walking away from where you continue to live
tomo ni ayunda hibi ga ikitsuzuketeru kara

Until I become worn out I keep prolonging it
BOROBORO ni narumade hikisakarete ite mo
That time, that place, it will never disappear - this bond
ano toki no ano basho kienai kono kizuna


☆ SH-OU-YA-N ♥

Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 6:37 PM.

since i posted on ruki's pictures last time, i decided to post Shou-yan's today :DD




oh my, it's the one that hiroto dressed up really hot O___O. i wonder if this was boardcast or screen :D


ahhh~~ (Θ_Θ) ♥♥


i miss their visual-kei dressing ._. ...


LOVED the overall image. Shou-yan~~~



love this. it was well taken and showed shou's heart


say cheese~


... WOW. can someone tell me where this scan is from...?


shou and chocolate (oωo)



it seens that shou-yan was featured as eye contacts model in his previous band :D


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