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Let me hear you call my name.
Hello :).
My name is ミカ, or xuefang.
I am 16 on 2nd February and i live on the small little red dot(Singapore!) on the world map.
It's not a crime to be 165 cm tall, but i get teased being short.
I love to sleep, to shop, to play eletric guitar, to munch on sweet stuff, to daydream and to read Manga and chinese romance novels.
Sometimes, I need to be anti-social.
Hand me a cup of strawberry milkshake, milk tea or red tea, I will smile at you.
If you're eating with me, I'll order Cha Soba, Sushi or Kimchi.
I prefer Otome games instead of having a boyfriend.
My greatest wish in my life is to move to a new house where I can have my own room, and probably marry a Bishie from Japan.
My second wish is to cosplay and take numerous pictures which others appreciate very much.
The happiest thing tha happened in my life so far is that Gackt-sama said "Love you" to me on the phone ♥;
and taking photos with LM.C and SuG --- especially when Shinpei looked into my eyes and said "Thank you" ♥.
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Please visit my Tumblr and Hong Xiu novel :).
My long lost love,
VISUAL KEI.
And I love;
the GazettE, GACKT, Alice Nine, An Cafe, SuG, THE KIDDIE, Matenrou Opera, SID.
And Bishounens,
Gil(Pandora Hearts), Break(Pandora Hearts), Lelouch(Code Geass), Kazehaya(Kimi in Todoke), Daisy/Kurosaki(Dengeki Daisy), Setsuna(Gundam 00), Tsuruga Ren(Skip Beat!).
I want a boyfriend like Gil or Kazehaya, and a husband like Ren(laugh).
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009, 5:56 PM.
yeah, i was struck down by food poisoning today.
but what was more shocking was, the stab that i received earlier.
not much of a stab, since i already experienced it 2 months ago.
unexpectedly, i broke down in front of her.
nah, not "broke down", but my taps went "on".
was i being selfish? but i wasnt doing it for myself.
i want to pay her debts, i want to buy her gifts and pamper her like how she alway did to me.
money is the root of all evil?
is it my fault? but how can i take the route if no one stands for me?
no one is rooting for me.
they're not puting faith in me. no one is.
except her? because she was always next to be,
i'm taking her for granted.
to the extend that i cant feel my love for her.
i'm selfish. but for a reason.
i want to take my next step. and help myself and her in that way.
if you ask me to wait, i will.
but promise me to give me the courage, even though it is just you.
so that i can stand proud and confident in front of the lights.
even though it seens all like a dream, i want to fufil it.
onegai.
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