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Thursday, June 5, 2008, 4:39 PM.

morning started out with downloading of gazette's songs, and i think that my phone's memory gonna reach the brim at any moment ==. had a had time calling zhiyu darh to wake her up, tsk tsk tsk.

did my preparation at 10, and in half an hour i was done, wuhahaha, so i decided to on the psp while waiting for the arrival of my darhdarh.


suddenly, the psp hanged ==;;.
i was lucky that kor came home on time, so he took of the battery and dear psp finally shut down.
^^; v...

soon, zhiyu came and she was perspiring like hell, and after a while we left for inter mac.
in the bus, there was a teen girl who kept looking at us =.=.
i guess you guys know what's the problem, wtf. nah, who cares.

at inter mac, only jaslen, shan xuan, regina and qili was there, so we waited and soon most of us came, then we went to get a present for laoshi.

after settling with the money and gift, we took the train to simei. while waiting for wanglaoshi, we head to 7-11~ and i got myself a honeydew ice cream. it was sweet (-ω-)♪~

and soon we met up with wanglaoshi at the taxi stand, took the shelter bus with her to her condo☆.

in da bus~

everyone's hiding from the camera! - eileen and jaslen; zhiyu; eileen; me! (>_<)

and, omg, we can tell that wanglaoshi is damn rich ehh =.=. the whole condo area was big, and i think they uses the concept of 'the wild', cos you can see trees/cave-like stones(and also a kinda real cave walkway)/waterfalls/bronze statues of wild animals(like leapord/elephant/goat) all over the condo area... just, give you the impression of 'it's the home of the rich'.

and this is the waterfall i'm talking about (>_<).


after exploring around while wanglaoshi went to fetch joy and yuan teng, we soon met up with her and headed to her house. it was a little small, but a comfortable place. most importantly, her dogs was CUTE. lol. while she was preparing some food, we snapped pictures on her dog, and also on ourselves, LOL.


arh, CUTE right? ♥♥





then, we headed to the playground area for our 'picnic'~

wanglaoshi cooked quite a lot, and the food was nice, but the thng is that, THE SUN'S TOO HOT. i had to use my shawl to cover my arms, in case that it gets darker from the sun. cant let it get darker anymore, cos it's now in an odd colour ==. while eating, we chatted bout stuff, things in sec school.

after i finished my food, i cant stand it anymore so i went under the shades of the trees where wanglaoshi was the only one sitting there. she asked me if i am still dancing, so i told her that dmn's dance had disband. she asked why, and i told her the reason. she told me sign up dancing lessons somewhere, where she knows a good chinese dance instructor... and that singapore kids always learn parts and bits from everywhere, which made them like they didnt larn anything; so she felt that i should continue dancing as i am suitable to it, and she could feel a kind of... a special feeling when she looked at my performance. her words struck me, but i just told her that i am learning guitar for now.

for that moment, my expression darken. and thoughts ran through my mind.

soon everyone finished their food, so we started fooling around at the playground...
later we hide under the shelter of the slide, and played true or dare, but they dont seen to get into the game... and we decided to change our venue.

looked emo (>_<).

and it's the cave i'm talking about.


water falling! look so dreamy, LOL.

got somewhere near the pool. eileen and i took off our shoes, and the cleaner told us that we can get into the pool, so zhiyu followed and *runs to the pool*!! of cos, shallow one...
the water was cooling~ and it felt great (>_<).
fooled around, and snapped several shots.


where the hell was i looking (>_<)(click to enlarge picture and you'll know what i'm talking about.); saying hi to the waters; stupid frogs with water coming out from it's mouth. i stepped on it claws and it HURTS okay =_=.

later the guys joined in, and we threw pebbles into the baby pool(LOL) and had small, small water fights.



vernon and jia ji rolled up their shorts, and venon looked like ah gong while jia ji looked like some gay instructor. LOLOL.

later we had t throw the pebbles back out of the pool (>_<). had a hard time picking the pebbles up larh, and my shawl keep getting wet...

we sat at the deep pool soaking our legs in the water, and not long later we got chased by the sercurity guard (>_<), so we went back to the seats and wore our shoe back.
suddenly, out of mischief, i told vernon to wear my shoes... he had a hard time squeezing his feets inside, and we JUST couldnt stop laughing at the sight of it can? i get jia ji to wear eileen's, and here we got our two sexy pair of legs:


vernon trying to squeeze his feets in my shoes...


sexy legs ehh!


and jia ji! ehhh, be more lady~

they looked better than the ladies!! LOLOL.
after a round of laughter, the group went to the gaming room which is air-conditionate.


another snap in the toilet.

soon we headed home, waving bye to wanglaoshi. the rest of the group went to community centre for badminton playing, thus i took 65 home.

cant move when i reached home ==, i'm tired~ and my legs are hurting from the blisters. i told mum about what wanglaoshi said, that she felt that i should go back to dance. she asked me which community centre, and which instructor, but i didnt know much, and she asked why i didnt ask wanglaoshi properly...
=_=.

she asked, if i wanna continue dancing.


(when i put down my hair, the left side turned curly and it looked like perm hair. i arranged it a bit and looked quite good (>_<)~ maybe on sis' wedding, i should get a perm hairstyle.)

when i came out of the bathroom after bathing, i asked mum why she asked me if i want to continue dancing.
she said, "看你是不是真的喜欢跳舞，想再跳舞。"
so i replied this to her,
"都是德明的错。那时候我是满怀希望的进德明，可是到了那里后它们的舞蹈社却是这样。如果那时候没有进德明的话我现在一定还在跳舞。"
almost cried when i said this. but i just keep my tears back, cos i dont cry in front of her.

the truth hurts, it brings back all the memories, those moments when i was dancing. those hard times when practices never stops, those anxious moment before the performances, and the attention and moment of glory on stage, and how happy we felt after preforming without errors.

...espeically the second time, as well as the last time that i was involved in SYF. mdm lim got us a new instructor from hong kong, which major is ballet, and i came in contact with a different dance gerne. she was really stirct with every of our positions and every steps. the effort that we put in, every practices that was tring, but enjoyable.

...and of cos, the first performace of that dance piece.
i could still remember the feelings.
the dance piece consist of a big group of dancers - 28 of us, so the stage was esp. tiny. i was the first pair of the seniors to step out into the stage, and you can feel all attention on you upon the first step until the other end of the stage... i felt hot, but my heart calmed and i begun to enjoy the performance, giving all i've got, ever step, gracefully.
it's the performance that i enjoyed most, and of cos it's the most memoriable one.

and after the SYF performance,
i cried so hard cos it wasnt a good one. we didnt have enough practice on the stage which was bigger than our practice area in the school hall, so it was rush and we couldnt catch up some of counts, and the position was in a mess... but in the end, we managed to get a silver.
and also, other performances back in evps school hall, as well as public performances.

it seens that those times are just yesterday, and how long had it seens since i recalled those moments?
it was, a very, very long time ago.

after i got my results and the school that i got into, i looked forward to my secondary school life, especially the danec club. but on the cca orientation day, it seens that dance group isnt a popular cca to join, and i had a hard time choosing between band - a cca that is sure to get much cca points, string - the instrument that i wanted to learn, and dance - my passion since young. in the end, i chose dance, cos i'm not willing to give up this passion.

but as time passed, the passion and interest in dance decreased. and it ended up being disband?
did anyone cared for how we feel? maybe the principal just think that we arent serious about it, and i dont know about other members, but none of us felt good that it is disband, for any reason. dunman took away the most important thing in my life forcefully, and i'm just left with nothing now, okay. that was why, i hate dunman. i HATE dunman.

if there's someone out there who cant bring me back to that time, at least cry with me.



谁能了解，我有多不甘心。

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